Ludmila Saltanovskaya ( lusia@unicode.kz )

Russian

Use Effects of Subjects "Places of Power"

(the continuation, the beginning in N2/00)

Observations

The first day. In that moment, when I took the sticks in my hands (see "A Place of POWER"), there was a sharp push in the left hand. It was like a discharge and after that I didn't feel anything more. Several minutes later I fell asleep and had been sleeping for several hours. During sleeping the pictures of the past had been passed, I saw more bad than good. I tried to manage unpleasant sensations and didn't experience them once again. The pictures were colour and volumetric, it looked like I did not really sleep, but it was in real life. I wake up with a temperature 39*C and a terrible headache, my right eye had swelled up, I also got violation of speech and coordination of movements. Having taken a shower, I slightly calmed down and fell asleep again. I had weakness and sickness till the evening, but then the vivacity and minor self-reliance had appeared.

The second day. I kept the sticks for 1.5 minutes, there was not acute sensations at night, but the pain in heart and in the field of operational seam appeared. I did not notice any special weakness. In the morning there was an odor of green tree, odor of resin in a room, where I had a rest. By the evening the uncertainty in myself appeared, it seemed that I never could manage everything what was accumulated (financial and personal problems, absence of the customers and sales), i.e. the full crash. I stayed in such condition up to the next session.

The third day. I kept the sticks for 1.5 minutes. I instantly felt a stream of energy in all my body, especially in the hands and the head, 20 seconds later I got high-power pulsing in all my body. There also was the sensation of heat, in feet specially. The strong crunch appeared in area of cervical vertebra. 1 hour later I wanted to work very much, it was one o'clock in the morning.

The fourth day. After work with the sticks my blood pressure fell up to 80/50, nothing could lift it, there was not any fear, but I felt strong weakness. Then everything had passed but I felt strong pulsing in the area of the left elbow for several hours. Then everything had gone.

The fifth day. There was a sensation of strong vitality several minutes later after work with the sticks. I was very energetic during all day. The work slowly moved. The customers began to call. The sensation of hopelessness grew weak.

The sixth day. I kept the sticks in the morning for 1.5 minutes, I wanted to do exercises. During a day I worked, I didn't feel tiredness, I got the contact with the children. I didn't feel any pain. The dumping of weight stopped.

Today in morning I kept the sticks, during a day the energy did not leave me, it became easier to work, the people to which I am connected by the certain obligations started to call. I do not know yet what and how to undertake, I need advice.
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As I am available to everything after the first nine days, I don't really pay attention to my condition, but the work goes very high-powerful here. If the first time I felt discomfort in the body, i.e. headaches, nausea, dizziness, pain in joints, cordial pains etc, but now it goes more located. For some day there is a terrible pain in the liver, it seems I won't be able to stand. Now I have a sensation that there is a fire inside the pelvis organs.

I went to medical checking, there is not any pathological modifications, probably, the extensive commissure process is happening. The edemata under the eyes decreased, probably there is a good refinement of kidneys. My sleeping got better, I have a need for sleep not less than 6-7 hours. Except for fat burning I do not take any components, my fingernails completely restored. I do not know what is connected with, but it seems to me I have a rejuvenation of an organism because of the complex "fat-burning" and the sticks.

All unpleasant moments which have happened in my life, gradually float brightly, by pictures, I would like to tell about them. For some reason I got a desire to share them with my mum, we together experienced many moments and it became easier, as if the soul got cleared. But my work it not really good yet, something is an obstacle and does not give to move forwards, there is a sensation of caution. Maybe those moments in my life, when I have made careless steps and have received a very serious lesson, are effecting me now. I do not know.

The feeling of uncertainty in myself partially disappeared, but not absolutely, today seems, that I am able to move mountains, but tomorrow I can not overcome in myself this feeling of uncertainty and hopelessness, but I have more often the feeling of reliance. I will have to wait only a bit, it seems to me so.

Some words about sensations of other people operatiing with the sticks. I have tested 4 men and 2 women, there was not unpleasant sensations at all. In several cases easy pricking happened in an arm and the heat moved to an elbow and above. Nobody had such condition like I did. The capacity for work appeared at all people 16-18 hours later. I didn't see any especially interesting moments.

Three persons took the sticks for 1.5 minutes in my office in my presence. After that I had to leave the room into a fresh air in order to catch my breath, I had all obvious symptoms of my recharging.

Translation of M.Dvoretskaya

In addition see "Psychological Effects of M-State Elements"

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